The Pain...

It's hard to tell the truth

When you know it will just give you injuries...

Wounds to the heart

That will take forever to heal...

Or it may not even heal

at all...

I want to say what I feel towards you

But it might be best if I just shut my mouth...

For it might inflict damages

We can not imagine...

You have such a fragile heart

That I can't even touch nor see!

It hurts me when we are apart

And it even deepens my wound

When I know that I'm the reason

We are not together...

I beg the Gods above

To help me with what I feel...

What should I do?

Tell me?

Every wrong things that happens between us

Is tormenting me!

Every day, every hour, every minute

That passes by only burns my soul even more!

My heart is crying out to tell you what I feel

But my mouth won't let it out!

Every glance you give me

Causes me a lot of pain!

Like an arrow

Piercing through my heart!

Every time you left me

I always wanted to cry!

I want to curse every person

because of this pain that I have to feel!

Why?!

I want to blame them!

Blame them all for this torture!

When I know the real cause of my pain

Is myself!

I want to put the blame on them!

I don't want to realize that at the end

I'm the one who will be left behind...